31.12.07

thank you...



There You'll Be - Faith Hill

When I think back on these times,
and the dreams we left behind,
i'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get to have you in my life.
When I look back on these days,
i'll look and see your face,
you were right there for me.

In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky.
In my heart there always be a place for you for all my life.
I'll keep a part of you with me.
And everywhere I am there you'll be.
And everywhere I am there you'll be.

Well you showed me how it feels to feel the sky within my reach,
and I always will remember all the strength you gave to me.
Your love made me make it through.
Oh, I owe so much to you you were right there for me.

In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky.
In my heart there always be a place for you for all my life.
I'll keep a part of you with me.
And everywhere I am there you'll be.

'Cause I always saw in you, my light, my strength.
And I want to thank you now for all the ways.
You were right there for me.
You were right there for me, for always.

In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky.
In my heart there always be a place for you for all my life.
I'll keep a part of you with me.
And everywhere I am there you'll be.
And everywhere I am there you'll be.

There you'll be.

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pic taken in the Garden of Blarney Castle.

#2 .....life

huuu huuuuuy...
i'm really in love with life. terima kasih ya Alloh, yang udah kasih aku hidup yang sedemikian rupa sehingga seperti ini.

Mulai dari my family sampe ke friends, mulai dari orang-orang yang kutemui di jalan dan menjadi teman seperjalanan, sampai ke mereka yang hanya singgah sebentar.. all great. :D

Hmm, I also love those surprises that keep coming and keep my heart beating. Bahkan kadang2, even those surprises that made my heart skip one or two beats. Even most of the time, I asked why??? Still, cannot wait for the coming surprise.

As a person yang cenderung go with the flow, me termasuk tipe yang hobi menye2... ya nggak Nyu'? Tha? Nge'? Tlu? Nyit? Tik? Ha..ha.. even Oom Bhe juga ngomong gitu. Yeah.. nggak boleh protes, kalo aku udah mulai ngebanci cerita, banci curhat, berarti you're in my list. (list apaan? ya list buat dicurhatin.. be really careful yeeee.

Call me crazy, but I like playing 'Serendipity Game' with life. Entah dia suka maen gituan engga, yang jelas aku suka tuh main ma dia. Ha ha ha.. banyak kali dia ngeladeni aku, jadi aku tetep percaya kalo sampe sekarang pun aku masih diajak main2 ma dia. Resultnya gimana? Time will tell. (Huuaa... deg deg an lagi hi hi hi)

Looking back to my younger days (kayak udah umur berapa aje sih...), I still sannot believe that here I am, now in a country far far away from home. Siapa sih yang nyangka? Siapa sih yang ngira? Kok ya bisa gitu? Well well.. apapun yang jadi kehendakNya, terjadilah. Dulu, pernah mbatin, pengen banget punya paspor biar bisa jalan2 keluar negeri.. hayah, punya paspor aja pengen! Sekarang, pengennya punya paspor item mwahahahahha ^^ (ora ding...! ra mekso, nek dikei yo gelem!) Dulu, pengen banget bisa mewujudkan lagu Tanah Airku... sekarang, hobinya masang sambil membayangkan sawah di belakang rumah. Weeee laaaahh... karepe opo to, mbok dhe?

Hmm... let's roll.. go to the action. Mari..mari.. menikmati hidup.



Around the World in 80 Days - Sarah Brightman

Around the world in eighty days,
we sailed the seven seas,
a thousand nights and one,
and forty more in fantasy,
the prophecy in destiny was falling,
calling, falling,
and calling out to me.

And will we find our destination,
within a time of resignation.

#1 .....Alloh

I dedicate my first love.
udah, yang ini nggak usah ditanya alesannya apa...
pokoke ngono..
just BE it..
no question.

19s in love with.....

Hmm... cannot sleep last night, dan entah kenapa kok tiba2 kepikiran pengen bikin seri in love with... ha ha
dan kenapa juga 19? have no idea, lagi seneng aja ma 19.. sambil ntar dipikir..

well..well..
Bung, see, my love is terbagi2 banyak, yet, it grows.. weeekkkkk =))

bang Leo yang aneeeeehh...

Sejak Bang Leo dirilis, udah penasaran kayak apa sih OS X 10.5 itu??? Hrrr.. setelah bertahan ngga lirik2 bang Leo, akhirnya, kena' juga..

So, usaha pun dilancarkan dan akhirnya persiapan migrasi juga diberesin (halah... halah... koyo ngopo wae!)

Eeeee.. lha kok lha kok mau migrasi wae Bang Leo pake acara manja. Di Hari Idul Adha, sampe make acara menyandera 3 Pendekar Donscourt (identitas dirahasiakan :P ) dari siang sampe jam 8 malem. Mwahahahahahah... pake acara failed berjuta2 kali, sampe para Dos.. eh.. Pendekar itu setengah bete, tidak ada penjelasan logis.

Memori udah dicopot. BTW.. jebul KVR ki artine Kingston Value RAM, alias Kingston Tapi Murah(an) Lho.. mwahahahahah
Wis.. segala macem cara dicoba, tanpa bunga tujuh rupa tentu saja...

Akhirnya, pas aku udah siyap2 mau menyat ke Padepokan Donscourt bersiap mau bertarung melawan hawa dingin.. eeeeee.. lha kok gelem diinstall... weeehhh.. Mas Leo.. Mas Leo.. kok ndak dari tadi2 seeehhh... UUUUUUUUUUUHHHH..

Sekarang, resmi sudah... Bang Leo menemaniku, dan ahjussi pun berganti nama menjadi 's....' ;)



Tapiiiii...perjuangan belum selesai nak... seperti kata pepatah, nek entukke susah, hasile ki sweeter lebih dihargai mwahahahah...

Bang Leo nggak mau jalan. Stuck di layar login. Ada apa gerangan Bang? Dia nggak mengenali aku sebagai yayangnya *hayah* maksudnya nggak mau nerima user name dan passwordku... lho eh lho eh... ngopo meneh iki??? Reset password lewat DVD ndak bisa, lewat image ndak bisa... akhirnya, lewat terminal.. yesssss.. ditanyaken ke mbah gugel, dan akhirnya mendapat petunjuk, reset lewat terminal... huuu huuuuyyy... sukses!!

Hmmm... padahal pagi itu di perjalanan pulang dari Mesjid, sambil jalan aku sempet ngomyang ke Mas Sigit. "Ih, pengen banget deh bisa utik2 terminal walaupun sedikit, kayaknya asyik gitu bisa coding. Pengen ngoding biar bisa.... (rahasia weeeekkk)." Huuu huuu.. be really careful with what you wish, siapa tahu malaikat mengamini, and it may comes true!

me: tapi, kok wish yang 'itu' enggak come true come true ya?
imaginary angel: bukan enggak come true neng, tapi jawabannya NO. kamu aja yang gak terima jawaban NO.
me: oooo... baiklah.. tapi kenapa????

mwahahahahaha.... dudulll

check this out in youtube..

udah lupa gimana ceritanya kok bisa nemu ini?
i guess seperti biasa, nyasar2.. dan... alhamdulillah nemu ini.

wanna share this to all of you, check this in youtube, and try to watch the vlog.

ummahfilms

My Homeland Indonesia

Disclaimer:
ini ndak ada hubungannya ma aksi ganyang mengganyang loh!

Dapet tugas bikin paper tentang Food Security di Indonesia raya. Habis ngumpulin bahan, bukannya nggarap, eeee.. malah termangu2. Indonesia tanah air beta ini kenapa ya? Sakit apa ibu pertiwi ini? Kok segitunya? Apa kurang menghargai dirinya sendiri? Kayaknya justru yang nggak menghargai tuh para penduduknya yang (mungkin merasa) terhormat. Where should I start (to try) to cure you? So many bruised. Please... please... tell me, which one should I start with?

Tanah Airku
Tanah airku ku tidak kulupakan,
kan terkenang selama hidupku,
biarpun saya pergi jauh,
tidak kan hilang dari kalbu
tanahku yang kucintai,
engkau kuhargai.

Walaupun banyak negeri kujalani,
yang masyur permai dikata orang,
tetapi kampung dan rumahku,
disanalah ku merasa senang,
tanahku tak kulupakan,
engkau kubanggakan.

Indonesia Pusaka
Indonesia tanah air beta,
pusaka abadi nan jaya.
Indonesia sejak dulu kala,
slalu dipuja-puja bangsa.
Disana tempat lahir beta,
dibuai dibesarkan bunda,
tempat berlindung di hari tua,
sampai akhir menutup mata.

OK.. cukup menye2 nya...
I'll tell the whole world, you're not what they think you are.

SEMANGATTT!! (errr... oke, yang terakhir ini agak berlebihan... ahahahahahahahah)

errare

spice girls, udah reunian.
boyzone, reunian bulan juni.
so? saatnya bernostalgila kah ini?
am i that old?
sampe2 grup2 lawas udah mulai reunian... >.<

okay..
time to re-construct! (_ _)

PS. Hun, won't post that 'expedition' here... kindly check your mailbox in.... emmm.. a month or two? (tanpa rasa bersalah sedikitpun ixixixix)

Quizzzz...

Disini ternyata juga ada kuis tengah malem kayak di Indonesia. Cuma bedanya, kalo di Indonesia pembawa acaranya mbak2 cakep dan hobi kedip2 sambil mbujuk2 orang buat telpon atau SMS (pake acara suaranya dibikin kayak orang bangun tidur.. well mungkin emang bangun tidur beneran kali' ya?? :P ), kalo disini pembawa acaranya cowok, sayang gak cakep2 amat hi hi hi

aniwei.. pertanyaannya juga sama2 begonya, orang baru bangun dari mimpi aja bisa tau jawabannya apa!

phhh... bosen liyat ini, tapi si house mate gak mau ngganti tipinya... haduu..

*gimme your phone i need to call this thing..it's so easy! have no balance, need to top up.*
"you won't get it, trust me."
*wanna bet?*
"sorry, no betting. still you won't get it.. here (hpku kulempar ke dia, padahal pulsane yo mepet..wis, daripada ini anak nggak bisa tidur seminggu gara2 penasaran...dan gentayangan wira wiri di atas kamarku.)"
--pencet2 nomer sesuai di tipi
--nggak bisa hi hi hi (malah aku ketawain dengan hebohnya)

Ya iyalah, Dek... nggak bakalan bisa.. secara kamunya di ROI dan kuisnya di UK. Haduuuhh.. ini anak dikasih tau nggak percayaan deh.. ^_^

Ahh.. alhamdulillah... akhirnya diganti juga. South Park.. hmm.. not bad. Nunggu the Simpsons ah ixixixixix

Ngaca...

catatan kecil beberapa kalimat yang terngiang di kepala saat ini:

TK, on his 20th bday:

No matter where we study, as long as we do it by heart, it'll be good. Chill. i spent only 2 months out of 15 years really studying back at school.

KB, 19, on TK's bday:

We used to mess around, went to the class just to make fun the teacher, play the music on the phone, those stupid stuffs.

JW, 22, in 231:

don't think about it. just let it.

Booth, ?, Bones serial:

If anything happens to her, I will find you and I will kill you. I won't think twice about it.

SE, 23, in 231:

i have 6 (bottles of beer) at the weekend.

TK, when he heard my story:

hey, this is ireland yo. they drink everyday.

KB, in addition to TK:

they won't have plan to drink, they just do. they don't do it on the nite before exam, just to honor the exam.

me:

i don't have plan after i finish this. gosh.

KB:

i don't have plan for tomorrow.

MM, ?, in his office:

yoo my dear, almost 3 finish.. 1.5 more to go. and another 3, before your holiday.

Someone, ?, in front of Fitzpatrick post office:

Hey Dude, what's the craic?

BSH, 30, on SMS when my charger was burnt (i thought it was burnt):

..makane ra nranyak karo wong (luwih) tuwo..

me, on reply:

duh segitunya, kan udah minta maap, mosok yo kudu sungkem

YB, 23, on YM

spaghetti bolognaise pake sambel bawang

AKW, 23, on YM

eh, suamiku sing koncomu kuwi wis akon aku mulih

i do really think that everyone should take their own responsibility for their life. i started to learn what freewill is. (eh bikin interpretasi sendiri lah ya...) freewill with responsibility.

Iwak

2 minggu sudah aku berkutat sama dokumen2 perikanan di sini, sebagian besar tersedia online karena ada Freedom of Information Act. Dan dalam 2 minggu, aku semakin kesusahan memilah, saking banyaknya dokumen terkait, semua saling terkait dengan rapinya. Orang2 jarang makan ikan disini, secara statistik, penduduk Irlandia cuma makan ikan 2 kali seminggu. (Bahkan makan telur sehari sekali aja sampe di kampanye in di billboard2 sepanjang jalan). Niwei, kata Maeve, kemungkinan besar jarangnya orang2 Irlandia makan Ikan, karena beberapa puluh tahun yang lalu, gereja punya peraturan melarang makan daging di hari Jumat, jadi orang2 makan ikan di hari Jumat, dan jadi nggak populer deh si ikan, karena dianggep sebagai makanan substitusi.

Disini peraturan tentang industri perikanan ketat dan rapi. Berapa jumlah ikan yg boleh diambil dari laut, gimana caranya menjaga ekosistem tetap stabil, sehingga tahun depan jumlah ikan enggak berkurang, dst dst. Untuk aquafarming pun gitu, undang2nya lisensi dikasih selama maksimal 20 tahun, dan selalu ditinjau.

Rasanya emang agak parno... mungkin karna wilayahnya kecil, jadi mereka hati2 sekali sama yang mereka punya.

Looking back to my Indonesia. Boro2 peraturan online, peraturannya apa aja aku ngga tahu. Paling banter ngertinya ya dari publikasinya FAO. Baca2 legislation dan regulation yg ada di Indonesia, jadi tambah ngenes. Regulasinya ada, not excellent but ada, tapi implementasinya, kok aku agak gak yakin. Apalagi banyak berita ttg pencurian ikan, makin ngenes jadinya. Apa Indonesia ini terlalu luas? Atau mungkin masyarakatnya enggak peduli?

Disini sekitar 6000 orang terlibat di sektor ini, udah dianggep luar biasa. Di Indonesia, berapa orang yg kerja di sektor perikanan, dari primary (nelayan/peternak ikan) sampe sekunder (prosesing), dst. Apa ngga lebih luar biasa?

Stardust

It's Friday...it's Free-day ^^
Abis maem Fish and Chips gosong (lagi ngidam ikan, tapi sama yg jualan digosongin uuugh!), nungguin Alma, jebul diajak ke apt nya Palm. Good...good... abis itu dimasakin pula, Mexico vs Thailand, yg masak Alma, Palm, ma Kae. Aku? You asked me where were I? Aku bobok di sofa ixixixixiiixix. Yeah, abis gitu cuci piring panci tapinya hue he he he... gak pa pa deh.

Abis maem dan saling pamer foto "ehm" in a sudden si Alma ngusul nonton Stardust.

Being me... nonton? Hayuuukkk.... let's go girls!

Waaa..ternyata hari ini bukaan pertamanya Stardust di Eire dan UK. Pantes wae... kursinya dinomerin. Biasanya gak dinomerin kursinya, siapa cepat dia dapat tempat enak. Tapi berhubung dinomerin, dan ingat.. kursi A itu dibagian bawah. (Kita dapetnya F, soalnya belinya ndadak... nguantriiii dhowo.) Jadilah posisi duduk ngga enak. But still, I think it was REALLY worth watching.

Nya nya nya nya nya nya.... secara yang nonton cewek2, ya iya aja, senyam senyum sendiri, entah apa yg ada di pikiran 2 temenku itu, kalo yang ada di pikiranku sih... rahasia mwahahahahaha! Well, at least I've crossed the wall. Tapi my fallen star nya dimana ya? *clingak clinguk* Mosok ndadak golek lilin babilon sik..repot ah :P

Niwei, malah ngelantur. Gara2 penasaran, jadi ngecek ke Wiki, kayaknya movie ma novelnya beda banget. Dan however, i like the movie (belum moco novel e). Enteng, menghibur, dan so sweeeeet :D Lagunya take that yang rule the world asyik pisan di kuping.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you

the end is the beginning of the end of the beginning

Hmmph..
3 weeks..
huaahhh...
3 minggu sudah!

Waktunya membuka lembaran baru.
Yang ini selesai, kemas-kemas, masukin laci, weekend.. eh lebaran ding ^_^

Next week, saatnya move on... Insya Alloh.

Mini that haunts me...

Disini kok dimana2 dihantui ma si mini ya..
enggak ijo, biru, pink, ungu... uuuuuhhh... pasaran..!!

tapi temptationnya waaaa... tak tertahankan!
apalagi kalo yang lewat yang item ato merah...
langsung.. i miss one heart beat at a time *berlebihan deh* ^_^

--gambarnya dari sini

Dublin Castle

Kemaren, aku, Palm, ma Alma, jalan2 ke Dublin Castle.
If any of you wondering, kenapa isinya cuma jalan2..kapan belajarnya? Well.. kelas bahasa Inggrisku ditiadakan...so..daripada bengong kademen, we're better moving, jalan2...dan ya... begitulah :D

OK.. back to Dublin Castle..

Untuk student, masuk dan keliling museum ini (Guided Tour) kena 3.50 Euro.. (Tapi kalo punya Dublin Heritage Card, nggak bayar... geblegnya, kita baru sadar setelah bayar... mwahahahah).

Kastil ini adalah Kastil Anglo-Norman. (Apa itu? Aku juga nggak jelas.) Belum bisa nanya Mbah Gugel, lha wong durung duwe access... hi hi.. pokok e diterima dulu apa adanya ya ceritaku.. wis ora dak dobosi wis.. tur mbuh nek aku didobosi karo mas pemandu wisata, aku yo gak ngerti :P

Sebelum mulai turnya, foto dulu ama Queen Elisabeth dan Prince Albert hi hi


Kenapa kursinya kecil2? I don't have any idea... aku kok jadi kayak raksasa yo? :P Padahal aku harusnya kecil lho... oh iya.. soalnya kursi ini kursi buat Chaperone.. jadi emang kecil2.. saake tenan nasib e Chaperone, padahal majikanne kursine gudhe2..

Salah satu lorong, yang udah direstorasi.

Lemari ini isinya kristal.. opo yo jenenge? Swarowski? Yoh pokoke kristal sing terkenal dan mahal itu... Aku belum pernah punya, jadi ya nggak inget namanya huu huu

Kata Mas Pemandu... "Well folks.. ini berfungsi untuk menjaga mukanya cewek2 biar nggak meleleh karna terkena panas api dari perapian. Jaman dulu, mukanya cewek2 bangsawan ditemplok make wax.. biar putih, so, kalo kena' panas dari perapian, bisa meleleh." (Dari dulu, perempuan itu kenapa jadi obyek "aneh2" ya? Penting nggak sih make wax??? Plis deh! Mau jadi anggota Museum Madame Tussaud berjalan?)

Nah... kalo yang ini... Ini buat ngaca sebelum dansa.. cek make up dulu.. Apa cowok2nya ya pada sabar nungguin ngaca dulu? Hey guys.. kaliyan apa sabar disuruh nungguin cewek dandan lama2? Ato memang harusnya gitu ya? *have no clue*

Chandelier ini beratnya 1,5 ton. Dulu sih emang make lilin, sekarang udah diganti lampu. By the way, ini namanya "sesuatu Unity" (lali aku) Karena ada lambang Ireland, England, Scotland (pokok e nggak ada Wales, karena Wales itu dipimpin Prince, dan bukan Raja.)

Aku mau kursi ini satu... He he he.. "Folks.. jaman dulu, kursi ini dipake buat PDKT dan pacaran. Jadi, the boy and the girl duduk di ujung, dan di tengah2 adalah chaperonenya..jadi pembicaraan terkontrol dan terawasi." (Hmm.. asyik ya? ^_^ ) "Untungnya sekarang udah nggak kayak gini, I don't think it's productive." Mwahahahaha.. iyalah, kalo dillihat dari sisi population, emang enggak produktif sama sekali wakakakak!

Mbak Justice... Ganjil, karena nggak make blindfold dan membelakangi kota. Kenapa?

Gambaran Wall of Dublin... Gereja yang didalem tembok, itu Christchurch dan yang diluar tembok itu St. Patrick. Kenapa begitu? Kata masnya.. Ini kata masnya lho.. "It's all about the money." Jadi pungutan didalem tembok buat arcbishop Christchurch, sedangkan yang di luar tembok... di kota2 kecilitu, jatahnya archbishop di St.Patrick.

Bagian base dari tower yang udah runtuh. Kenapa banyak koin disitu? "I have no idea why people throw coins, since this tower never been blessed by any bishops or saints."

Tebelnya 3,5 meter. Kalo nggak salah, sama dengan beteng di Jogja ya? Oh ya, teknologi yang dipake orang-orang Anglo itu juga make straw dan egg white buat pelekat batu2nya, mirip sama Taman Sari :D Kalo orang2 Viking enggak gitu.. embuh batunya diapain, masnya njelasin, tapi aku ra dong :P

Ada dua lengkungan disini, yang atas (lihat di bagian kanan) enggak kuat menahan beban..jadinya dibuat lengkungan baru (yang bawah). Sebenernya ini untuk jalan kapal, tapi pada saat Blackdeath, jalan sungai ditutup, karena disangka sebagai penyebab penyebaran penyakit, padahal penyakitnya karna tikus. Populasi dalem tembok menurun hingga 50% dan baru bisa recover 150 tahun kemudian.

Where's my knight with shining armor?? Wis nyicil, megang pedangnya dulu mwahahahah

Nah..kalo yang ini, aku sama Palm langsung teriak.. "Wall's" tapi si Alma bilang "Olanda"! Dan orang Eire bilang.. "HB". Huu huu.. mana Conello Royale rasa Blackforest tercinta???

B is not A, 49 is not 19

Hari Selasa kemaren everything was so hilarious. Mulai dari masalah surname yang kebalik di GNIB (Garda National Immigration Bureau) sampe nyasar gara2 salah naik bis.

Well, sebenernya, mungkin hari Selasa kemaren bukan hari yang bagus buat pergi ke Garda, tapi how could I know, that hari itu adalah the worst day in the last six months buat petugas2 disana (minjem kata ibu petugas yang kayaknya udah stres berat saking banyaknya yg melaporkan dirinya). Pembagian kartu antrian aja udah ditutup sebelum jam 2 siang. Padahal hari itu, harusnya Garda tutup sampe jam 10 malem. Well well.. so many people inside the room, aku pegang nomer 222, dan seorang di seberangku pegang nomer 478. Luarrrr biasa. Di dalem ruangan jadinya anget, padahal di luar sana suhunya 8C (kata Pak Hatta, berasa 6C; tapi buat aku sama Palm, berasa 4C hue he he he, yeah..we're the newcomers!)

Sebenernya everything went smoothly, mas petugas yg ngurusin aku cukup pendiam, nggak nanya macem2 dan dalam 10 menit udah beres itu urusan, tinggal nunggu kartunya.

Tapi apa yang terjadi sodara2??? Kejadian yang sama terjadi lagi... aku selalu mengalami kesulitan dengan surnameku.. YES.. it's wrong again. Jadinya aku harus nunggu mas petugas untuk kembali dari makan siangnya (yeah, aku the last person yg dilayaninya sebelum dia pergi makan siang.)

Jadinya aku ditinggal ama Palm dan Alma, karna mereka harus balik ke kampus. OK lah, no problem.

Cuma habis gitu...

Nunggu bus... lamaaaaaaaa.. terus dateng beriringan bus no 15B dan 15A.. hmm.. I'll take 15A.. 15B nggak akan lewat rumah. Lagi sante2 dapet duduk enak.. tiba2 aku bingung.. hmm.. the street kok mulai nggak familiar ya? Kulihat lagi kartu orek2an jalur bus yg aku buat..

WAAAKKKSSS... harusnya yang B bukan yang A...!!!! Dong dong dong dong... Aku nyasar oooiii.. well oke lah, being me, bukannya turun dan balik, tapi malah meneruskan perjalanan... bisa liyat2 lah paling enggak. Dan ternyata aku nyasar ke Daerah Limekiln.. entah di mana itu.. yg jelas banyak perumahan di sana.

Wis.. biar nggak kelliatan aneh (trus dicurigai trus dibawa ke kantor pak pulisi) akhirnya setelah di bus berenti di perhentian terakhir aku jalan ke halte terdekat. Disitu aku baca tulisan 49 yang hampir pudar.. OK.. Great, jalur 49 lewat depan rumah, no worry... So ketika bus no 19 lewat, aku cuekin aja itu sopirnya... Padahal 3 ekor cewek yg nunggu bus naik bus itu semua, dan sopirnya menatapku dengan tatapan aneh.. dengan PeDenya.. kusenyumin aja itu orang.

Lamaaa kemudian... anginnya makin menggila.. brrr .. uademmm rek...

Kok nggak ada bus lewat lagi ya?

Sambil nendang2 kerikil virtual (disitu nggak ada kerikil sama sekali) aku mbayangin nendang kerikil ke tiang yang ada tulisan jalur bus. Tiba2.. EEEEE itu mah bukan tulisan 49.. Itu tullisannya 19A.. Masya Alloh... saking pudarnya tulisan angka 1..aku kirain itu angka 4... WAAAKKKSS only 1 jalur bus yang lewat.. pantes sopirnya ngeliatin aku... "Mbak.. kamu mau naik bus apaan? Kan cuma bus ini yg bakalan lewat depan idungmu!" Hue he he he he... DODOOOOLLLLL!!

Yasudlah... dingin2 nungguin bus.. itung2 ngabuburit, nungguin buka puasa, di suatu daerah berjudul Limekiln, di depan toko Wine yg jualan Guinness dan Heineken, di seberang lapangan rumput yang ijo...dimana angin artik bertiup dengan hebohnya... GREAT.. :D

BTW.. no 19A itu nggak lewat depan rumah lho.. jadinya aku naik bus 19A balik ke city center (deket GNIB) dan ngulangin lagi dari jalur yang sama... well... I learnt my lessons.. this time I take 15B...dan TERNYATA bus ini nggak lewat depan rumah, tapi lumayan deketlah... ^_^ so.. only take 15 baybeh... without an A without a B, kalo enggak mau jalan jauh.

Ademm...

Alhamdulillah, walau belum khatam sehari, tapi puasa hari ini berjalan cukup nyaman dan lancar. Well, I had a very good feeling here. Berangkat disambut hujan, nyampe pun disambut hujan. What a rain! :D Kata simbah, raining menandakan kesejahteraan. Lha kok bisa? Soalnya, dengan ujan kan taneman jadi tumbuh hue he he he ra mutu yo ben :P

I saw some different things around here.. ya iyaaaalaaahhhh! :P
Insya 4JJi I'll write some... in the coming days :D

The Last Night We Spent Together

It's been so long since the last time I enjoyed the live symphonic orchestra. If I'm not mistaken, it was 4 years ago in Societet, by Cisya Kencana Orchestra. Went there with Jukri, Uut, and Iim. So, when Itha said that she had some invitations for 25.000 rupiah on Nusantara Symphony Orchestra on September 3, I didn't waste the chance. At the end I found out that the real price is 150.000 rupiah for our Gold Class. Not only that, we got the tickets for free. Yesss!! Thank you Mas Unggul, thank you Tha!

Nyu, Itha, Titin, and I went to the Venue at Hyatt Ballroom on 7.30. A little bit late, but fortunately the door was still opened. Anyway it wasn't a full philharmonic orchestra, but it's a chamber one. The Concert Program consist of Jangeran based on a theme by Otto Sidharta (Watson), Concerto for Violin and Cello, Op. 102 in A minor (Brahms), and Symphony No.6 Op. 74 in B minor "Pathetique" (Tchaikovsky). Don't ask me about what those number mean. I don't have any idea. I have asked wiki, but I don't get it. I'll give it another try, later.

Jangeran
This one was interesting, since it combine Balinese Gamelan, Balinese Dance and the Orchestra. I, myself, was a gamelan player back then, so it was like back to those great time.

Concerto for Violin and Cello, Op. 102 in A minor (Brahms)
Consist of 3 parts. The first part almost made me sleep. :)
The conductor (Hikotaro Yazaki) stopped the concert for a moment since he "felt" some noise. What?? Sir.. I don't even hear any disturbing noise. Wow.. he's so talented. He can hear such a noise. After a few minutes, the concert went on.

Phuuh.. I was trying to understand the music when the tempo suddenly slow and the music stop. And then I hear a sound *mbwok* came out from one of the woodwinds. I almost fell from my chair. And rolling on the floor, laughing. But.. I didn't want to make a scene, did I? =)) I thought it was just a voice in my head, since I started to imagining things. To make my imagination complete, that voice came, remind me of someone, actually. (Your *mbwok* was so similar with that one!) ^_^ I have confirmed with the other girls after the concert, they DID hear the voice.. so I wasn't make up anything! I'm not crazy, yet.

after 15' rest, the next one was:

Symphony No.6 Op. 74 in B minor "Pathetique" (Tchaikovsky)
Great piece. I really enjoy this one. Especially the piece with fast tempo. Hmm.. I love the music which can give a mysterious yet grand atmosphere. And the last part of this piece remind me on one advert on TV. Nice one :D

So.. it was a great night after all. :D

Yet...

Something in the program book bothered me, it says:

...So much has been written about Tchaikovsky's emotional power in his music, and his rather tragic end. Either he died of cholera by accident or committed suicide by drinking unboiled water. The debates are still going on.

Whatttt??? Committed suicide by drinking unboiled water? What's in that water? How many coliform? Containing uranium maybe? Anyone..?? Any idea?

Hasta La Vista

Dear Itha,

akhirnya kamu duluan yang leaving Jogja for good. Enggak nyangka deh. Kapan kamu bilang? Less than a week ago. Huu huu.. tapi mungkin ini jalan yang paling enak, kalo engga', mungkin kita berempat lagi termehe'2 membayangkan berbagai jenis kemungkinan. (Dasar tukang ngayal semua!)

Thank you for the great 5 years. You don't know how much it means to me. Sebenernya thank you nya nggak cuma buat kamu sih, tapi buat semuanya :D

Kemaren, akhirnya Nyu and I mbongkar2 stok foto2 lama. And look what we've found!

Masih inget ini?

Hebattt!! Monumental buatku :D
Growing me up... fast.

Gimana sama yang ini?

(Itu yang nyengir di belakang terpaksa diikutkan, soale setelah kubongkar2 ternyata kita berempat ndak punya foto berempat only selama jatek :P ) Padahal kita sekamar sebulan...kok iso yo?

Last...
Hmm.. i'll safe those pinky for something. Nyu and I are working on something... something really no good =)) but we'll bet you'll love it :P

Hasta la vista hunny..
Till we meet again...

i'm pass (out)

when something bad happened, it is not likely to be bad as in BAD. it's just how we see it. well..well.. my friends, most likely, i will stay here, won't go anywhere anytime soon.
Not yet. :D

*****
pic was taken from here.

The Wedding...

08/12/2007
Congratulation to the happy couple, Atika and Ferry.
You have chose a brave step... salute! ^_^
Now I'm waiting for another niece(s) or nephew(s) *no no I'm just joking, no pressure on this matter* :D

Happy wedding ya...
Marriage is not always sunny day. The package is including the cloudy day, the rainy day, the storm, even the winter :D (So many kind of bad weather ya? Still, one bright sunny day can last for 50 years and more!) I hope both of you can through all season. Surely marriage life will open up new doors to magnificent adventures that the singles (read:me) don't even imagine! I wish you all the best.

And in your wedding day, it was a great pleasure to meet some (lotsa-red) old friends. An early reunion! We've been through a lot together. We'll never know what future may bring, but I do think we can hold on this friendship...
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Since I don't get any pictures of the bride and the groom (yet) from the tukang jepret, well well.. I have to put my fave couple's pic: Mr. and Mrs. Darcy, on one of my fave pose. Taken from here.

Standing on a Rock when the Wind Blows

An email suddenly remind me of this scene from Pride and Prejudice (2005) movie starred by Keira Knightley and Matthew Macfadyen. I wish one day I will take the place of Ms. Lizzie Bennet (Knightley). Huu....huu.... I am obsessed with Fitzwilliam Darcy a.k.a Mr. Darcy. It's an acute one! *darn! He even take the place of Tuxedo Mask of Sailormoon and Rhett Butler of Gone with the Wind. >_<

If I had to choose between the 3 books (2 novels and 1 manga, actually!) Honestly, my choice will fall to Pride and Prejudice. Well, because although the storyline is so simple and soooo easy to guess, yet, the characters are human. I can easily found those characters in everyday life (except for Mr. Darcy's, of course!) **You know who'll take the role of Lizzie Bennet Darcy, eh?** ^_^

And for Gone with the Wind, for me some part of the story is too exaggerated, although IMHO, the story is deeper and have lotsa conflicts (I was dizzy, I still couldn't imagine how Scarlett face those problems!) Although Scarlett O'Hara Butler is one of my favorite character, but still she cannot come out on top of my Mr. Darcy! =))

Some quotes:
Pride and Prejudice (2005)
Tagline:

Sometimes the last person on earth you want to be with is the one person you can't be without.

Dialogue:

Mr. Darcy: I, do not have the talent of conversing easily with people I have never met before.

Elizabeth Bennet: Perhaps you should take your aunt's advice and practice?

Mr. Darcy: You are too generous to trifle with me. I believe you spoke with my aunt last night, and it has taught me to hope as I'd scarcely allowed myself before. If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever.

Gone with the Wind (1939):

Rhett: You certainly gave a good imitation of it, up till this morning. No Scarlett, I tried everything. If you'd only met me half way, even when I came back from London.

Scarlett: I was so glad to see you. I was, Rhett, but you were so nasty.

Rhett: And then when you were sick, it was all my fault ... I hoped against hope that you'd call for me, but you didn't.

Scarlett: I wanted you. I wanted you desperately but I didn't think you wanted me.

Rhett: It seems we've been at cross purposes, doesn't it? But it's no use now. As long as there was Bonnie, there was a chance that we might be happy. I liked to think that Bonnie was you, a little girl again, before the war, and poverty had done things to you. She was so like you, and I could pet her, and spoil her, as I wanted to spoil you. But when she went, she took everything.

Scarlett: Oh, Rhett, Rhett please don't say that. I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry for everything.

Rhett: My darling, you're such a child. You think that by saying, "I'm sorry," all the past can be corrected. Here, take my handkerchief. Never, at any crisis of your life, have I known you to have a handkerchief.

Pic was taken from here.
I was so lazy to type, so I took the quotes from here and here.

6 August... part 0

6 August 2007 is INDEED one of those days...
Won't tell the whole story now, not yet... Insya 4JJI next month deh. ^_^

Thank you for everyone who have been there, read my *^&$%^#$@$#$%^&amp;^*^#&%^@!$#%

And it's weird..
it's odd...
it's crazy...
it's funny... (now, I can laugh)
it's 6 August 2007.

Once again.. thank you..thank you for the patience and the time and everything! :D

Glad to have you all... ^_^ on 6 August 2007.

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Pic from here.

to [not] forget

One line from Ghost Whisperer stuck on my head...

...Tell her not to remember of who I really was,
but remember me as what she wants me to be...

Make me remember something happened years ago, back in my high school year. It happened on a-kind-of-interview-thing.

"Tell us what is your weakness?"
*I am so bad in remembering things*
"What about your strength?"
*I am easy to forget any bad things that happened to me.*
"How come your weakness is the same with your strength?"
*(talking to myself) Why you ask that question? My weakness is also my strength... what's wrong with that?*

Back then, it was a bad interview, since my interviewers were laughing at my back. (Shame on you!) I knew that they thought I was silly. But, I am! ^_^ Haa.. crazy high school years!!! :D

I think it's better to remember the good times and throw the bad times away. Why waste the memory to memorize wicked things, when we need lotsa space to save those great ones?

Penicillium in My Mozarella

I finally met my fellow fungi.

Identified as : Genus Penicillium.
Location: Mozarella in Fridge (about 4-6 centigrade).

Pretty eh? The colour is beautiful: green and blue.

Wi-Fi @ Angkringan

Short message appear on my mobile: "Angkringan yuuuukkkk...."

It's a code that some people are ready to go or even have been there for a while. Hmm..it's always tempting me to go to the angkringan. Especially this one on JMN's parking lot. With only parking fee and a glass of hot tea (Jogja was cold brrrrrrr), I can get a full wi-fi access. It cost me 1.000 Rp. The quality of food and Wi-Fi weren't bad at all :D Well, but you must be really patient to wait for the beverages, since they only have little number of glasses. *wink*

I am not talking about we're sitting in one angkringan then get some leaking Wi-Fi access or something like that. No no.. this one is we're sitting on one that provide Wi-Fi. My friends from outside Jogja or those who have been out of town for a while always re-check what I said, when I said I am at the angkringan.

"Leaky signal, isn't it?"
"Illegal signal eh?"

I can understand why my friends' (especially those who reside in our Capital City) thinking like that. Few days ago, I read in KOMPAS, that some malls in Jakarta started to provide WiFi access for their customers. But they only give limited access and it's not free. Well, I live in Jogja, a heavenly place to connect to the internet using your mobile phone or lappie. Just sit on some little cafe (if you prefer cafe) and you'll get internet access. But, if you go to the cafes you may need to prepare more money than if you choose the angkringan.

Edge of The Ocean

There's a place I dream about,
where the sun never goes out,
and the sky is deep and blue.
won't you take me there with you?

Oh, we can begin again,
shed our skin, let the sun shine in,
at the edge of the ocean,
we can start over again.

There's a world I've always known,
somewhere far away from home,
when I close my eyes I see,
all the space and mystery.

Oh, we can begin again,
shed our skin, let the sun shine in,
at the edge of the ocean,
we can start over again.

Year 2007 is halfway through. Yet so many questions are unanswered.
I pray for the answers. Still, I cannot understand.

Hmm...maybe because what I want..what I need.. is a simple, instant, and easy answers. I want those answers come to me out of nothing at all. Ridiculous, aren't I?

I know.. I know, that I must be patient, waiting for the right time to come, meanwhile walking in the path that I have chosen. It's just that I always feel that I have to see the whole pictures, before I put another steps. Well.. no no..that's out of the rules. I cannot see the whole pictures, yet. It will make this all useless.

These last few weeks were great. So much pain, yet so much gain. (No..no.. I was not getting any vicious charms in these last few weeks, others got it, but I feel it too...)

BCB said, "it's all to make you see the other part of you."
*I don't like it, I hate it, it's so NOT me.*
"You're just not accustomed to that part. It is YOU."

Haa..maybe I will learn how it feel to be a Dr. Jeckyll. (Uncle D, I borrow your lines).

Shalalalalala shalala shalala
at the edge of the ocean,
we can start over again.
(Edge of the Ocean - Ivy)

Another Change

Here I go again, I have to disciplined myself. To blog or not to blog, that's the question. ^_^

Actually, it's all about the words that I have said to myself and people around me.

I often see myself as a dreamer, yet people see me as a realist. A friend of mine commented, "It's because you never realizing your dreams."

I said, "No, I am in the progress of realizing one of them."

Hmm.. yet now, I am still thinking his words. It may be the truth.

SO.. Time to change...

Owh, it makes me remember on the first point of The Four Agreement (A Wisdom book by Don Miguel Ruiz) "Be Impeccable With Your Word". Speak with integrity, speak only what you mean.

Fly Away Home

tadi pagi jam 0230-an bangun karna kaget. abis gempa lagi sih, gak lama tapi kayaknya lumayan gede. mbangunin aku kali ya... *duh sampe loncat* :D dugudugdugdug...

saking hebohnya *iya, dirumah emang tukang heboh semua* akhirnya kita ngumpul sekamar dan nonton tv bersama *halah* memang kegiatan agak_enggak bermutu. trus pas kita masang pas filmnya mulai, judulnya Fly Away Home. Kirain film apaan gitu, film aneh, tapi kok pemainnya rada2 familiar, itu siy katanya ryan, nek aku gak gitu ngeh, wong masih 5 watt. (ternyata seharusnya emang familiar, wong yang maen Anna Paquin, Jeff Daniels, Dana Delaney, dkk).

ternyata ini film keren banget. daripada aku nulis ulang sinopsisnya silahkan baca disini dan menurut kita harusnya diputer siang2, biar ditonton anak2 sekolah, anak SD-SMP. Anak TK juga boleh deh. Balita/Batita? Hmm.. gak pa pa juga. daripada anak2 tuh dicekoki sinetron gak jelas ama stasiun tipi yang katanya BBM sistem ratingnya kurang bisa dipercaya karna ndak diaudit, ya mending disuruh nonton film beginian.

Jadi inget jaman SD (ato SMP (?)) dulu, setiap minggu pagi jam 10 RCTI punya acara judulnya Film Keluarga. Ini acara yang aku tunggu2. Ceritanya pas banget buat anak2. Yang ceritanya main2 ke mercusuar, ke planetarium, mancing/berenang di kali, bikin istana pasir di pantai, dan kegiatan2 laen yg pokoknya khas dunia anak2 deh. Gak kayak sekarang, ceritanya anak SD/SMP aja dah pacaran. Bukannya gak percaya--aku percaya kok *wink*-- tapi kayak gitu kan bukan buat konsumsi tipi, biar anak2 yg masih polos & gak tahu begituan tuh enggak tahu aja, gak ikut2an temen2nya yg udah lebih 'dewasa'--dewasa dengan tanda kutip. Mana ya sekarang kok siaran seperti itu ndak ada lagi? I miss that kind of show!

And the movie leads me to Operation Migration website. Keren ya, di suatu tempat dibelahan bumi yang lain--sebenernya tepat dibalik Indonesia ding ya?--terjadi suatu aktivitas yg sangat2 menarik. Bosen aku mbaca cerita ke-paranoid-annya orang amerika. Berita2 sering banget ngangkat itu, padahal dari cerita2 yg kudenger--beberapa dari mulut pertama--masyarakatnya sendiri nggak gitu2 amat. gimana sih? mbok yao, yg diangkat tuh cerita2 yg bagus2 kayak gerakan C'mon Geese ini. Hebat niy pak Bill Lishman yg punya ide. Gara2 ditolak jadi pilot, ya terbang sendiri, modif gantole jadi ultralight aircraft. Abis gitu nuntun angsa lagi! Salute, Sir!

When (the) Rain Comes

Kalo ujan, paling seneng naek motor yg ada bagasinya. Kenapa? Soalnya bisa bawa jas ujan ma sendal jepit. Terus sendalan jepit terus keujanan... enak... dingin plus suegerrr.

BTW, ada penyakit baru, kemaren ngobrol2 ma Tlu, dan dia menyatakan dengan berapi2 kalo ada temennya yang punya alergi sama cowok bermobil *weleh*. Yang--of course--gak sealiran ma Tlu. Ya iyalah... Kalo mo mobil vs motor, sampai saat ini aku pilih MOTOR. Hujan atawa panas, motor no 1. Tapi nek ono bis ato sarana transportasi lain yg bs diandalkan ketepatan waktunya, aku mungkin mikir2 untuk pindah kelain alat :D

Yen dipikir2, kalo ujan2an kan emang lebih enak make motor yak? *kecuali kalo banjir*

1. Dingin trus kena air ujan, jadinya basah deh. (emang air ujan menyehatkan? Enggak, tapi kan lumayan buat yg males mandi, bisa jadi mandi gratisan. )
2. Nyuci motornya ndak capek... kalo bawa mobil kan capek tuh nyucinya. Kalo males nyuci trus dicuciin jatohnya juga LEBIH muahal buangeti.
3. Bisa alesan make sandal jepit ke kampus. Yeahh.. sandal jepit ROCKS!
   
4. Apa lagi ya? Saking hobinya ujan2an naek motor jadi speechless :p
   

Kok Gitu?

Tadi sore lihat berita di Jogja TV. There's something menggelitik. Katanya di rumahnya Om Sam baru aja dibuka pusat rehabilitasi buat sekitar 5ribu tentaranya yang cacat karna perang Irak. Rata2 pada kena ranjau. Terus diliatin gitu tentara2nya yg masih muda2. Ada yang mukanya jadi cacat, buta, enggak punya tangan, enggak punya kaki. Mereka semua kayaknya masih kroco2 (karo ngeliat seragamnya). In contrast, banyak orang2 berpangkat (lagi2 diliat dari seragamnya) yang udah sepuh2 juga ada di sana.

Di background sekilas kedengeran kata2 yg intinya "kalian enggak boleh putus asa karena kalian udah gak punya badan yang sempurna lagi. kalian harus bangga dengan apa yang sudah terjadi. it's an honour... bla bla (gak kedengeran)"

Well..well.. aku nggak bisa ngebayangin ya.. mereka berangkat ke Irak dalam kondisi utuh, bertubuh sehat. Lha pulang2? Kan eman2 to Om..Om.. kalo youngsters nya dikirim ke Irak buat setor nyawa ato setor badan? Kalo mereka in a perfect shape seperti dulu kan gak usah repot2 bikin pusat rehabilitasi yg fasilitasnya lengkap buat mereka. Mbok pusat rehab nya buat orang2 cacat. Kalo ngerasa kelebihan duit ya mbikinin pusat rehab buat anak2 di Afrika yang tangan/kakinya buntung (refer to Blood Diamond-that movie). Just let the Iraqi rule their own world. Paling nggak, mereka kan yang punya rumah. Mo diancurin kayak apa juga, pasti nanti bakalan dibangun lagi. Siapa tahu malah lebih keren dari pada sebelumnya.

Enggak tahu deh.. bingung aku...

bloody - Blood Diamond

My dear LeDi maen pilem lagi. Sekarang pilemnya dia serius2. Seiring dengan bertambahnya usia, Leonardo DiCaprio pun jadi tambah manly. *halah* Kalo mo tahu ceritanya silahkan googling dan cari sinopsinya. Ketik Blood Diamond, pasti keluar (idihh iseng amat..) aku lagi males nulis puanjang niy. Yang jelas film ini kurekomendasikan bagi siapa aja pecinta pilem dengan cerita bagus. Terserahlah ada yang gak suka, tapi buatku ceritanya dalem bo! Kalo enggak gak bakal sesenggukan nontonnya *jadi malu*.

Well issue2 yang diangkat dalem pilem ini antara lain:
1. Kalo mo berlian nanya2 dulu, nambangnya dimana, pake acara mateni orang enggak, dst..dst.. pokoknya wawancara dulu sama yg jual --> malah ntar dikirain ngerjain penjualnya :p
2. Di Afrika tuh diamond dianggep kurang berharga dibandingin minyak bumi. One of my fave moment: "Tunjukkin aja tempat berliannya ke orang kulit putih itu, tapi jangan bilang2 ya kalo disini da minyaknya"
3. World Food Program-nya UN, eh ada juga UNHCR. Oh.. how many people need that. Berapa banyak yang butuh, berapa yg bertugas, dan a lot of time pelayanannya enggak OK.
4. Manusia itu hobinya mengutamakan dirinya sendiri. Sodara sendiri aja bisa disikat.
5. Bersyukurlah buat kita2 yg idup di Indonesia. Jelek2 gini, kalo ngeliat Afrika...ya inilah our heaven.
6. dst dst.. masih banyak je..

Yang aku nggak suka di pilem ini:
- Leo mati.. lagi2 dia mati. Terus walo udah lepas dari sosok cute, dia belom lepas dari sosok heroik. Aaaarrgghhh... (emangnya Romeo tuh heroik ya? perasaan enggak)
- Banyak adegan kekerasan... sebel.. masak sodara sendiri diseret pake mobil, dipotong tangan... idiiih...

Mungkin kalo orang hidup di dunia yg kayak gitu itu mendingan milih dia gak usah hidup di dunia ini kali ya... Why? Kenapa di bumi ini ada tempat seperti itu?

Kartun Riwayat Peradaban Jilid 1-3
2007.01.29 2203.

Lagi2 kartun dari Larry Gonick. Yang ini aku antusias juga belinya. Mahal, abis jadinya 3 jilid sih. Karna inget2 buku dia yang dulu (Kartun Fisika, Biologi, Lingkungan, Genetika, dst) makanya langsung kuambil 3 jilid. PeDe&Bangkrut! Ternyata bener katanya Om Shakespeare ke Bang Romeo...'jangan keburu2, ntar kepleset.'

Well.. sebenernya enggak kepleset2 amat sih. Aku nggak cocok aja ama penuturannya kali ini. Prinsip2 yang dipegang beda. Om Larry pro Teori Darwin, aku con. Apalagi di bagian sejarah daerah Timur Tengah yang menyangkut isi kitab suci. Kalo yang ini aku 1000% ngikut Al Quran, so hasilnya CON ma Om Larry. Lagian si Om bilang kalo buku itu buat orang2 berpandangan skeptis. Kayak mana siy yg berpandangan skeptis? Kalo aku kok ngerasanya bukan skeptis tapi rodo ngece yo. Apa skeptis=ngece? Spertinya enggak.

Anyhow, buku ini lumayan juga buat menambah perbendaharaan di otak. Karena dalam bentuk kartun, jadinya lebih nyantol. Referensinya juga buanyak. Hebat si Om ini, mo bikin buku dengan sumber bejibun, rajin juga. Tapi sekali lagi ya itu, jangan telen mentah2. Itu kan gunanya baca buku? Biar enggak asal telen :D

Penjaga Hati - Ending
2007.01.29

Sinetron Indonesia tuh ya, ngelunjak. Udah ceritanya gak jelas, skenario diganti2 semaunya sendiri di tengah jalan. Eh terakhirnya... bagian endingnya bikin gedubrakkk... ealah mung ngono to... jan sak karepe dhewe tenan.

Ini gara2nya tadi iseng nongkrongin Penjaga Hati (SCTV) lumayan ngeliat Dimas Seto ma Bunga. Diganti2 ama Extravaganza. Ga tau kenapa aku ma meringis lagi kompakan aja liat PH. Ealah..tenan.. kita berdua mbedek.. Tamat iki.. Tamat.. duh beneran, -Sekian- dengan ending gak mutu. Sukseslah kita berdua tereak. Untuuung.. remote nya nggak dilempar *eman2 tipine*

Indonesia2.. mbok yao ra ketang skenarionya 'mantan' saduran novel, tapi mbok yao, endingnya tuh dibikin OK. Sayang kan ongkos produksinya. Protes..protes..

I'm Back
2007.01.29 18.19

Tadi niatnya mau ngapus ini blog. Ternyata setelah dipikir2 kok eman2. Ya udah...mari berjuang. Aku pengen tahu seberapa tahan aku sama blog yang satu ini. Sepertinya resolusi 2007 adalah menyelesaikan hal2 yang belum/enggak selesai. Finish it till the end. And I think this one is not finished yet.