#3 .....surprises and dreams

Everybody loves surprises, eh?
Everybody loves dreams?
Errr.. ato enggak?

For me surprises is one reason for living. *halah halah* Beneran lho ini. Kejutan-kejutan yang datang tidak terduga itu buat aku adalah hints dari Alloh. Am I on the right path, atau mungkin harus agak sedikit pindah jalur, atau malah harus make a u-turn!

Misalnya waktu mau ke sini dulu... looking back ke waktu itu, semuanya sudah 'diatur'. Masih ada beberapa 'titik' yang aku masih belum ngerti maksudnya apa... but, as always, time will tell. (Yak, aku masih utang cerita ke kamu tentang 'every cloud has its silver lining' versiku ya? Hmm.. aku masih belum ngerti silver liningnya apa. Tell you later when I understand it, OK!)

Dulu sekali, Igun pernah rekomendasiin buku, judulnya The Celestine Prophecy. Yang ternyata buku itu aku udah punya sejak jaman SMP, tapi baru dibaca 5 halaman udah males, nggak ngerti maunya si buku itu apa. Tapi, setelah dibocorin dikit, jadi diubek2 lemari buku dan baca dari awal. Ada ide-ide menarik disana. Terus lagi, buku yang dikenalin Jukri jaman kelas 2 SMA, the Alchemist. Pasti dah pada tahu dong ya, bukunya Paolo Coelho ini. (By the way, ini satu-satunya karya Paolo Coelho yang aku baca sampe habis, buku yang lainnya aku nggak tahan bacanya, belum juga separo, udah brenti. Apa aku yang nggak bisa menikmati karya2 'berat' ya?)

Again, balik ke buku-buku diatas, ide yang aku ambil adalah surprises, dreams will lead you through your life. I'm not against planning. But, lots of time, my plan is no plan. Dan sampai sekarang, kondisinya masih sangat menyenangkan, hope it will lasts. Kondusif untuk berpetualang dan mencari pengalaman baru. Well, that's why I'm in love with surprises and dreams.

Hmm... what's behind that hill ya? Surprise... surprise!!!

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pic was taken in Charles Fort, Kinsale.

31.12.07

thank you...



There You'll Be - Faith Hill

When I think back on these times,
and the dreams we left behind,
i'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get to have you in my life.
When I look back on these days,
i'll look and see your face,
you were right there for me.

In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky.
In my heart there always be a place for you for all my life.
I'll keep a part of you with me.
And everywhere I am there you'll be.
And everywhere I am there you'll be.

Well you showed me how it feels to feel the sky within my reach,
and I always will remember all the strength you gave to me.
Your love made me make it through.
Oh, I owe so much to you you were right there for me.

In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky.
In my heart there always be a place for you for all my life.
I'll keep a part of you with me.
And everywhere I am there you'll be.

'Cause I always saw in you, my light, my strength.
And I want to thank you now for all the ways.
You were right there for me.
You were right there for me, for always.

In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky.
In my heart there always be a place for you for all my life.
I'll keep a part of you with me.
And everywhere I am there you'll be.
And everywhere I am there you'll be.

There you'll be.

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pic taken in the Garden of Blarney Castle.

#2 .....life

huuu huuuuuy...
i'm really in love with life. terima kasih ya Alloh, yang udah kasih aku hidup yang sedemikian rupa sehingga seperti ini.

Mulai dari my family sampe ke friends, mulai dari orang-orang yang kutemui di jalan dan menjadi teman seperjalanan, sampai ke mereka yang hanya singgah sebentar.. all great. :D

Hmm, I also love those surprises that keep coming and keep my heart beating. Bahkan kadang2, even those surprises that made my heart skip one or two beats. Even most of the time, I asked why??? Still, cannot wait for the coming surprise.

As a person yang cenderung go with the flow, me termasuk tipe yang hobi menye2... ya nggak Nyu'? Tha? Nge'? Tlu? Nyit? Tik? Ha..ha.. even Oom Bhe juga ngomong gitu. Yeah.. nggak boleh protes, kalo aku udah mulai ngebanci cerita, banci curhat, berarti you're in my list. (list apaan? ya list buat dicurhatin.. be really careful yeeee.

Call me crazy, but I like playing 'Serendipity Game' with life. Entah dia suka maen gituan engga, yang jelas aku suka tuh main ma dia. Ha ha ha.. banyak kali dia ngeladeni aku, jadi aku tetep percaya kalo sampe sekarang pun aku masih diajak main2 ma dia. Resultnya gimana? Time will tell. (Huuaa... deg deg an lagi hi hi hi)

Looking back to my younger days (kayak udah umur berapa aje sih...), I still sannot believe that here I am, now in a country far far away from home. Siapa sih yang nyangka? Siapa sih yang ngira? Kok ya bisa gitu? Well well.. apapun yang jadi kehendakNya, terjadilah. Dulu, pernah mbatin, pengen banget punya paspor biar bisa jalan2 keluar negeri.. hayah, punya paspor aja pengen! Sekarang, pengennya punya paspor item mwahahahahha ^^ (ora ding...! ra mekso, nek dikei yo gelem!) Dulu, pengen banget bisa mewujudkan lagu Tanah Airku... sekarang, hobinya masang sambil membayangkan sawah di belakang rumah. Weeee laaaahh... karepe opo to, mbok dhe?

Hmm... let's roll.. go to the action. Mari..mari.. menikmati hidup.



Around the World in 80 Days - Sarah Brightman

Around the world in eighty days,
we sailed the seven seas,
a thousand nights and one,
and forty more in fantasy,
the prophecy in destiny was falling,
calling, falling,
and calling out to me.

And will we find our destination,
within a time of resignation.

#1 .....Alloh

I dedicate my first love.
udah, yang ini nggak usah ditanya alesannya apa...
pokoke ngono..
just BE it..
no question.

19s in love with.....

Hmm... cannot sleep last night, dan entah kenapa kok tiba2 kepikiran pengen bikin seri in love with... ha ha
dan kenapa juga 19? have no idea, lagi seneng aja ma 19.. sambil ntar dipikir..

well..well..
Bung, see, my love is terbagi2 banyak, yet, it grows.. weeekkkkk =))