Hey Now Now...

Some updates:
Akhirnya si Sammy bisa bersuara, walaupun harus dibantu dengan alat berupa soundcard USB external seharga 100.000 rupiah yang dibeli di Ratu Plaza minggu lalu. Kemahalan, I know, saya bisa kena' di bagian Pengadaan Barang yang kemahalan, but oh well... Akan saya kompensasikan dengan rendahnya cost di makanan... hi hi hi... Anyway, I don't mind. I was really happy. For that particular Sunday and for the soundcard, off course. :))

Bulan ini, lumayan lah, sebagian besar uang makan bisa ditabung. (Eeeeiiitttsss... ditabung buat apa Neng? Ditabung demi memenuhi Dasa Darma Pramuka, see I'm a good girl scout, you know... ;)) Pulang ke kost, Ibu Kost bilang, "tambah bulet, Neng?" "Iya, hidup terjamin, makan 3 kali sehari, belum snackingnya." Ho ho ho ho.

Kemarin malam sedikit breaking down, meringkuk di pojokan... terima kasih buat yang sudah berada disana dan tidak menerjunkanku dari lantai 3. Nggak elegan, you know! :P Ya maap ye.. emang lagi sedikit lebay, you know girls are like that. =)) By the way, ngga penting juga menulis ucapan terima kasih kepada orang yang nggak bakal baca tulisan ini, but heck... this is my blog, I can write anything... mwahahahahaha... And yeah... I never.. I repeat N.E.V.E.R in a state of anger.. I always skip that phase, so I don't think I will ever feel that...

Next... Si Uda-yang-Dua-Hari-Lagi-Menikah itu akhir-akhir ini punya sapaan favorit kalo pagi menjelang siang, "Hidup loe serius amat sih?" Yang biasanya kutanggapi dengan mengangkat kedua alis berharap dibaca:"Maksud loe?? Gue lagi berusaha join Srimulat neeeehh!" hahaha... Sedangkan si Tante-yang-Sedang-Nggak-Punya-Pacar itu masih selalu berhasil membuatku ngakak-semacam-gila... Hi hi hi.. Never imagine I will meet people like those. Great blessings.

Hmm... apalagi ya? Akhir-akhir ini rasanya am really standing on the brink of thin ice. Hence my first and third paragraph. Bagoooeeesss! Terusin aja kayak gitu... Siksaaaaa (diri sendiri)! =)) *ketawa gila*

Freedom to be Free...

You may wonder why I suddenly turn up on my blog like crazy... write one post everyday.. What happen? Nothing happen... (Tet tooottttt!! A crystal clear lie.)

No, my job is still there, stack prettily high on my desk. Oh well, it will stay there tomorrow--if tomorrow ever comes. ;) Hey, I put my pride on what I am doing, no worry, I wouldn't risk it. Don't want to ruin people's trust. I already gave my words, and I'll try my best to finish what I started. 

Owh, let's stop with the long-winding introduction. Few minutes ago I was stumble on a page about a heated discussion between Steve Jobs and Ryan Tate of Gawker. Reading on the discussion not make me smarter (oh yeah, that's obvious Nett!), still there are two things that took my interest:

• "Revolutions are about freedom." >> It's about freedom but I hope everyone knows their limit. Freedom doesn't mean losing its boundaries. Don't forget about responsibility. 
• "By the way, what you've done that's so great? Do you create anything, or just criticize others' work and belittle their motivation?" >> I did this thousands of time during the 26 years of my life. Time to stop and do something great! :D

Wow.. look at where I am. I was reading a kinda techie discussion and I end up thinking about my values. Ha ha..

anu itu lho...

Hi hi hi...
He he he...
(ini apa-apaan sih? mengawali posting dengan mode kuntilanak_on) :))

Jadi gini sodara-sodari, diriku ini dikomplen sama tetangga kursi sebelah. Katanya kalau cerita suka nggak jelas, terlalu banyak menggunakan variabel, terus abis gitu sukanya ketawa duluan... *salahkan selera humor saya yang rendah!* Dan apakah yang dimaksud dengan 'terlalu-banyak-menggunakan-variabel' itu? Ternyata karena aku banyak make kata ganti 'anu itu lho'... wkwkwkwkw... oh ya? aku malah baru sadar. Duuuh... maaf yaaaa... :))

Jadi inget nggak sama makhluk biru (NOOO.. bukan Avatar!!) yang disebut smurf, yang katanya membawa ajaran sosialisme? Yang sukanya ganti-ganti kata seperti "Mari kita men-smurf makanan ini supaya segera smurf." >>> contoh ngaco... he he he..

Trus Nett? Ya nggak pake terus... cuma mau cerita itu aja...

Oh by the way, sepertinya saya bakal dapet kejutan 'bagus' di awal bulan tujuh nanti. (Eh kalo udah tahu sekarang, berarti udah nggak surprise lagi ya? Ha ha ha) Sekali lagi, sepertinya saya harus lebih
berhati-hati kalau berdoa. It may come true. Uwwwwaaawww... Oooooooppsss... maksudnya, terima kasih ya Alloh, Alhamdulillah, whatever happen it's all under Your knowledge. Jadi.. jadi.. jadi.. yang wish yang itu kapan? (Oalah Nett... sabar Nett... keburu amat jadi manusia.. wong ya tinggal nglakoni urip kok... ) =))

Hi hi hi..
He he he...
Udah ah... ketawa-ketawa mlulu.... yuuuukkk mariiiiii.... :D

need vs want

pengen ini... tapi nggak butuh.
butuh ini... tapi nggak pengen.

lho?

jadi gimana dong?

Lalalalalalala...

"It's not time to make a change,
just relax and take it easy,
you're still young that's your fault,
there's so much you have to know.

I was once like you are now, 
and I know that it's not easy,
to be calm when you found something going on.

Take your time, think a lot,
think of everything you've got,
for you will still be here tomorrow but your dreams may not.

It's not time to make a change,
just sit down and take it slowly,
you're still young that's your fault,
there's so much you have to go through."
(Father and Son)

Was having another conversation with the parents according the new situation of our life. Looks like we're still agree to disagree on few clauses and hold on that. Ceasefire. Time will let us grow and get used to this. We're going to settle, as always ;)

There were some fears (or should I say 'are' instead of the past tense?), also provoking thoughts to change the path. I once said never again would i let myself in a situation where cold and hunger could hurt my pride. And now i put myself in this, ha ha ha, i wonder if i'm a delusional masochist? (naaaaah... am NOT! *wink*) Did i really bargain for this? All the confusions and the cautions of every steps taken? Is it really for a greater good? Or this is just another silly adventure of mine?

Oh well, I already made the promise, in His haram ground. If it meant to be, it meant to be. I will settle for less under His blessings, insya Alloh. (But please... please, if possible, not for less, OK? Your Kingdom is unlimited, through the earth and the sky. You could give anything to anyone, out of their imagination. Oh, and before i forget there's one more thing, i know You won't forget that one, but um well, just a reminder... he he... :))